I used to think love was just so overrated. I mean, with all the “I can’t live without him” , “He’s my life” etc. is just so sick. I mean, he’s not the oxygen or he’s not god. He’s just a person you’re really attracted to.
But then, I met you. Well, I only had a crush on you. Never thought I’d fall for you. I don’t even know NOW if I really did, OR I just thought I did. You were not that “Guy” I was looking and expecting. you were Different, and I adored that. You were unexpected, outrageous, exciting. REALLY DIFFERENT BUT PERFECT.
You somehow changed me, I think. You made me better in ways that I can’t ever understand, I was just REALLY CHANGED.
Now, The Idea of “you, the outrageous, unexpected guy” had changed to “LIAR, HEART BREAKER YOU”, Believe me, I would like to go back in time and believe you never lied. But I can’t. You did it, and when I asked you why, you LIED again.
And Now, I’m just back to thinking that love was overrated and I had additional comments about it too! Yes, It will make you feel special, enchanted, just like in a fairytale, but once, It all goes away, you wished you had never felt that ENCHANTING FEELING if the pain you’re going through right now is not worth it. Because, The pain, Oh, It kills you inside. Like everything was just a lie. Nothing was really real.
But, yeah, I’ve been like that for days, but then, I just saw my parents, they were separated. Yet, I can see that every time that they see each other, They still love each other. But, It’s not that kind of “LOVE” when they were married. It’s not that powerful anymore but they DO, They still do, love each other. And I guess even if they spend years and years away from each other, they will still love each other, no matter what, there will always be a connection, care, sweetness between them and I guess that’s the reason why they chose to give space to each other because sometimes, when you love a person, you will always choose the path where you will both last, even if it means ending the relationship and just staying friends. And I love that. That’s what I love about love.
Me, I don’t know If I really did felt love or I was just excited to meet this guy who just said he loved me so much and I thought I did fell too. but, I guess I don’t really know. Maybe not. Because all the people I knew who fell in love, they were sure. Me, I was confused. And so, Maybe the Idea of love is not so bad at all, even if there is that “PAIN” sometimes, it’s not bad. It’s great. And Someday, I wish, If I will fall in love, I would fall for you. Maybe not now, But I wish you’ll be the one I will fall in love with.
Dati, gusto ko talaga ng guy bestfriend eh. gustong gusto ko talaga. Ngayon naman, well, isang balde na ng guy bestfriends ang meron ako. :) and masaya naman ako dun, wala pa silang mga girlfriend, so happy naman ako kasi walang mangaagaw sa mga bestfriends ko. :) Pero, ngayon kasi ako na yung may “someone” (not entirely my boyfriend, pero “thing” yun.)
Ganito kasi talaga yung nangyari,
I was happily texting with him, happy happy happy, then, he suddenly said that he was SAD. :( Aww</3 so, malamang, tinanong ko siya. :)) Sabi niya galit daw yung bestfriend niya, kasi hindi siya pumunta sa birthday nung bestfriend niya. So, tinanong niya ko kung ano yung pwede niyang gawin for his bestfriend, So, I was a little bit confused kasi kung guy yun, I mean, hindi naman siguro niya ko kailangan tanungin kasi first of all, hindi naman ako lalaki. :)) Second, ganun ba talaga mga lalaki pag may away? di ba konting LIBRE lang, ok na? And I know that, because I have a lot of guy bestfriends.OK?! -_- So I asked him, BOY OR GIRL? and ofcourse, the winner is, GIRL. :)) LOL.
Hindi naman talaga big deal na girl yung bestfriend niya eh, kasi ganito yun eh, tinanong niya ko kung anu yung surprise na pwede gawin or something, so sinagot ko na. :) OK NA. Kaso hindi eh, may PAHABOL pa talaga, Sabi niya “Eto yung favorite niya, mga t-shirt, P vs. Z, pati Angry Birds. :)”. Ewan ko, naiinis ako kasi kailangan pa ba sabihin yung gusto ng bestfriend niya? -_- Anu ba? GRAND SURPRISE ba iyang gagawin mo? Invited ba ang buong San Beda, Pilipinas, Barangay? ANU?! Yung gift mo ba yung tig-iisang milyon? -_- ARGH.
“wala naman talagang kinalaman yung nasa first paragraph eh, naisip ko lang, magulo ako eh. bakit ba.” naiinis ako eh. -_-
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thinking about me
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I opened my eyes, it was only just a dream
